Tuesday, 31 May 2011

PEDIH HARUS KU TELAN JUA

sedih nye!!!!!!!
sbb pe??
hurm....

ari ahd lepas kucing sy, Molly beranak.. 3 ekor.. tp sekor jew yg survive...

sekor mati ms lahir..
kuar2 je dia dh x bnyawa..
maybe sbb lama sgt dlm perut mak dia..
so dia mati lemas kt dlm..












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sekor lagi xde rupa lnsg..
masih dlm bentuk ketulan dging...
kalu mnusia kte pggl janin..
kalu haiwan sy x pasti...
yg de just bentuk kaki, ekor dan kepala...












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sekor jer yg selamat.. tp 1 mslh dia...
kaki dia cacat...
ms dia lahir tu sy xdelar syak pape yg ganjil..
tp ble mak dia dh bersihkn dia,
bru sy prasan kaki dia bengkok.. lutut dan kaki bercantum..
sy dh nanges gile2 time tu...
apelah nsib malang bby tu..
then sy cbe letakkn dia kt mak dia supaya dia myusu..
tp ada pelik kt situ...
dia mnyusu skt then dia bersin..
mula2 sy syak maybe sbb air ketuban (kucing pnyer air x tahu lar pggl pe) 
time dia lahir tu dia tersedut..
so maybe sbb tu dia bersin..
sy ignore jelar..
tp seharian sy tgk puting mak dia x bsh lngsg..
meaning dia x myusu..
then sy try picit.. ingt xde susu rupanya bnyk sgt susu yg kuar..
sy letak dia lg... then myusu skt.. pastu  bersin lg..
sy dh rs semacam.. sy x sedap ht.. 
tp time tu dh malam so sy harap sgt dia dpt bertahan smpai bsoknyer..


bsoknya pg2 lg sy bwk dia pg ke vet sec13 s.alam..
jumpa dgn doc zul (encem gile vavi lar!!!!)
doc cek2... 
then sy bgtaw lar yg sy pelik dia kerap bersin after myusu..
dan ble doc cek, sy pon dpt lah jwpan nyer...
rupanya bby tu xde lelangit..
sy menanges mcm org gile kt dlm vet tuh..
dh x kesa dh doc tu encem gile vavi ke..
yg sy taw sy terpikir ape lar nsb malang bby tu..
doc ckp kalu dia besar bole wat surgery tp dia terlalu kecik tuk di bedah..
doc hnya suruh sy wat mne yg sy mampu
tp doc pesan slaluya xde yg survive..


smpai umah sy duk pkr camne lar nk susukn dia...
then sy usaha jgk..
sy bg dia susu guna syringe sikit2..
tp kuar blk ikut idung...
sy nanges..
kakak sy n mak sy mmg dh x sggup tgk time tu..
dwrg sedih sgt2...
so sy lar yg kena wat suma...
then sy cuba lg..
sy pkr camne nk bg susu tu x kuar dr idung dia..
sy doa mntk ptunjuk dr Allah..

"Ya Allah, kalu suma ni myeksa dia, ambik lar dia dgn segera.
tp kalu dia mmg kau jdkn tgungjwb hamba mu ini tuk jg dia sepnjg hayat dia, 
hamba mu ini rela, hamba mu ini trima dgn redha,
tp tlg tnjukkn camne cara nya agr dia tak terseksa"

after that sy terpkr i cara.. 
sy try dongakkn pale dia, 
sy pancut susu dlm2 guna syringe skt2 then biarkn mulut dia terbuka smpai
susu habis alir ke dlm..
and Alhamdulillah..
smpai skrg dia msih idup..
smpai skrg dia msih kuat meneruskn idup..
dia dh pndai bljr tuk telan susu dgn sndr
and yg pling mgembirakn dia dh pndai mntk susu ble lapar..
kalu awl2 dulu dia skt pon xnk myusu maybe sbb dh taw dr dia cacat..
tp skrg dia semangat nk myusu..
Ya Allah.. trima kasih x terhingga..
sy trima dia seadanya..
sy trima segala kecacatan dlm dr dia
sy akn jg dia selagi sy mampu..


tp yg sedihnye, Molly seolah2 taw nsb ank dia.. ade jew air mata yg mgalir dr mata dia.. 
sentiasa de dlm kotak mjga ank dia.. 
dan pling myayat hati ble ank dia nanges, dia dtg crk sy... 
seolah2 memberitahu sy yg ank dia dh lapar... 
even sy tgh tido, dia dtg kjutkn sy, gigit2 tgn sy mntk sy bg anknya susu... 
jangan risau Molly.. ank ko, ank kakak jgk.. kakak akn jg dia selagi akk mampu.. 
harap Allah bg akak kekuatan tuk jg dia.. 


(minta maaf sgt.. pic bby tu sy xleh tgkp sbb de org ckp kalu bby x bkk mata lg xleh tgkp gmbr.. 
nnt umur dia pendek.. so tggu lar smpai dia bkak mata ye)


sy termenung sejenak...
camne agaknya kalu sy jd Molly.. 
mampu ke sy hadapi suma ni??
bole ke sy trima dugaan yg sehebat nie??
kuat ke sy tuk truskn idup??
"Ya Allah.. jdkn lah hamba mu ini insan yg kuat dan tabah dlm menghadapi suma
dugaan dan ujian yg kau berikan..
hambamu ini sentiasa redha dgn ketentuan Mu.."


p/s: sesiape yg de idea lebih bernas, bole lar bgtaw sy.. 

Sunday, 29 May 2011

EEEEEUUUUUUWWWWWW


hufhuf....
pe nie kak??

ini alat tuk wat bekam....

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bekam tue pew kak??

bekam tu tuk kuarkn darah kotor dlam bdn kite..

owh.. cam akk kuar drh tiap2 bln tu ek??

huish ko... 18sg lar ko ni... memandai jew...

abis tu??

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ha!! cam ni lar bekam nyer...

eeeeuuuwwwwwww tatot nye...
scary lar kak..

amboi speaking ko kn...

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x sakit kew kak??

xdelar... xde rs sakit pon...

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yg dalam tue darah kew kak??

haah.. itu lar darah ktor.. kte kena buang.. 
xleh simpan.. nnt kumpul bnyk2 jd pnyakit...

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yeke x skt?? cam skt jew...

x... cam kena ggt semut jew...

tue lebam tue??

mmg lar lebam skt... dh name pon bekam..

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huish!!! 
kat pale pon bole eh???

eh fifi.. spe ajar ko tu pale..
tu dahi lar..

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alar... silap plak...
x skt kew kak??
sure ke x skt.. 
cam skt je aku tgk...

x sakit lar...
ko ni bnyk tnya pehal??
meh sini akak wat bekam kt ko plak...
mao????

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wowowo....
xpelar kak... 
tgk darah pon aku dh pening lalat..
nie nk wat kt aku plak
mmg xdpt lar...
rs nk pitam dh ni...


HAHAHAHAHA..
takot darah rupanya...
jaga kau!!!


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alar... jgn lar... plish2... 
xmo lar.. org bkn tkot lar.. 
tapi GELI TENGOK DARAH!!!!!


(yg terbaring tu umi sy... HEHEHE)


FENOMENA

x phm..
sungguh x phm..
sgt3 x phm..
npe rmai org suka lgu ni??
npe??
sdap sgt ke lgu ni??
pe yg best nyer??
tlg jwb!!!
plish!!!!!!!!!!!

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sy ngaku mmg sedap...
sgt sedap..
mcm mkn stawberi coklet...
tp sy xleh dgr lgu ni...
sy jd sedih...
sbb...


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SY NK LUPAKAN DIA..
MAK!!!!!!!!!
TLG LAR SY!!!
SY NK LUPAKN DIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


T_T

Friday, 27 May 2011

GO AWAY




You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah


Tonight of all times, why is it raining again

It makes me look so pitiful

Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now


Don’t worry about me and go away

I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand


I’ll meet someone so much better

I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets

Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more


Tonight of all times, why is it raining again

It makes me look so pitiful



Don’t try to console me

Move this hand, we’re strangers now


Don’t worry about me and go away

I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away


Don’t worry about me and go away

I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

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khas tuk puteri sarah...
anda suka lagu ni kn cyunk...
first lirik tu lg sy dh cuke..
"u're so cheap"
I AGREE!!!
that man mmg murah sgt...
senang bg XXXX kt gurl kn...
only we know...
enjoy it...
HIKHIKHIKHIK...

^_^

Thursday, 26 May 2011

PLEASE LAR....

If you don't know me...THEN DON'T JUDGE ME!
Nobody said you had to "LOVE ME"!


tryin' to jock my shit? --- nahh, didn't think so.
'Cuz no matter what you copy, you're still just a silly hoe.


If you got somthing to say to me...SAY IT STRAIGHT!
*Cuz being all shady is one thing I hate*


To all you haters - Do what you do.
I sure as hell ain't gonna waste my time on YOU!


Go ahead and talk your shit, But here's a word of advice.
Click your heels together & sayy "I need a life".


Before you open your mouth...
Make Sure - You have a mind to back up all the things you say.


don't have to talk all that shit a nigga could look at me & see I am a the baddest bitch.


If people say something about you...
Judge you as if they know you...DON'T GET AFFECTED!
JUST THINK: [[ dogs don't bark if they know the person ]]!

BEING YOURSELF!!




IF, IF AND IF...

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob 
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slũt 
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
 If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. 
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. 
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you 
If you love him, he'll leave you. 
If you don't screw him, he'll say you don't love him
 If you do, he'll say you're easy. 
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy
If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted
If he breaks a promise, he had to 
If you cheat, u expect it to be over. 
IIf he cheats, he expects to be given another chance 
Either way... you run bak ... EVERYTIME!


CONCLUSION
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YOU ARE SUCK!!!!








GIRLS FLIRT vs GUYS FLIRT

she makes eye contact and smiles at you.

she hits you softly on the arm & laughs when you say something funny.
she flips her hair when she's talking to you.
she touches your arm when she talks to you.
she says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
she asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
when you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends & she is almost always next to you.
she criticizes you on a girl you like.
you catch her staring at you.
she plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
her friends outside of school & in school know about you, &
says she talks about you a lot.
she knows your phone number & address.
she will try and talk, & spend time with you as much as possible

VS

he stares at you alot.
he hits you alot. (just play hitting )
he uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
he yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
he blew off his buds to go see "a chick flick" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go 
& didn't want to go alone.
he tries to make you laugh, even if he gets hurt in the process
his voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk.
you hung up on him. He called you back.
you were invited by him to a group outing.
he called you to talk about nothing at all.
he imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder...
he remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
he sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
he uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, butt, thighs, etc.)


learning proses.. 
try to open my heart for some1 else... 
wink!wink!
^_^





ALHAMDULILLAH

FUUHHH...
finally... sy GRAD!!
mak, ayh, kakak, abg, adik...
sy GRAD!!!
(erk, ble ms sy de adk kn)


even pointer jtuh sem lepas,
mmg x disangka, 
result latest i got cgpa 3 pointer...
sgt2 x sngka lar.. mau x nya..
dh jatuh gile babas,
tibe2 last leh jd 3 kn...
sangat seronok mey... 
HAHAHAHAHA...


sy saaaaaaaaaaaanngggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat happy...
sbb ms final exam tuh sgt bnyk cabaran yg perlu sy tempuh..
salah satu nye sy bru jew break dgn jantan x guna tu..
so u all leh pkr lar kn time tu camne mood sy..
mcm org mati anak...
termenung, nanges...
stdy tu bkak jew bku..
pkiran kt tmpt laen..
tp nsb baek sy de fmly dan kwn2 yg x putus2 bg semangat kt sy..
SAYA SAYANG ANDA SUMA!!!!


pastu de lg 1 cabaran..
ank kucing sy skt plak...
adeh.. 
siang malam sy jg dia...
tp syukur alhamdulillah..
smpai skrg dia idup...
mmbesar dgn sihat even dktr ckp dia bantut..
HAHAHAHAHAA....
dia sentiasa de dgn sy..
dia lar yg mjdikan sy bersemangat tuk twoskn idup
after ditipu n ditggalkn oleh buaya darat tuh..
thnx syg...
kakak akn jg kamu smpai akhr hyt..
sbb kamu kakak snyum smpai ke hari ni..
tu sbb org ckp, tuhan berikan pelangi selepas ujan....
syukur!!


TAHNIAH jgk wat IZZUDIN AMINUDIN, FATIN, and AWANIS...
JUMPA KORG TIME KONVO NNT KYH..
HIHIHIHI....


tibe2 sy rndu kt kwn2 seperjuangan sy..
sihat ke korg2 suma????
ble nk wat reunion weh??
HAHAHAHAHA




utk menutup tirai hari ni, layan video nih kyh....




^_^


Tuesday, 24 May 2011

MAGIC

HAHAHAHA...
de org ckp lgu kt blog sy nih naughty n bitchy..
YUP2.
kind of lar...
if phm lirik dia btol2,
mmg sgt nauty..
and teramat bitchy..


sy suka lgu ni sbb word 'MAGIC' tu..
coz sometimes bg sy bnda tu mmg btol..
people easy come n easy go..
same goes with love..
jap de, jap xde..
x ke magic tu..
jap jew dh ilang..
x sempat pape lg dh lesap..
mcm nothg jew kn.. 
HAHAHAHAHA...


erm,
plus with music yg sesuai dgn sore pnyanyi serak2 ganas gitu..
dgn bibir yg seksi lg..


selebihnya anda nilai lar sndr..
nauty ke x. bitchy ke x...
HEHEHEHEHEHE








Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC [Ma-Magic]

Deep inside your dreams, is where you keep me.
To do it profitly, nobody knows but me those freaky things,
you do when you sleep.

I can make you X-rated, sex ?-? fantasies real.
I'll have you wraped around my fingures,
boy, with my sex appeal.

And instinctively you come back to me,
cause your an addict and you'll have it.
You don't want to be free.

If you, If you make it.
Baby, i'll grant your wishes
Don't you take me for granted.
Cause my love will disapear like magic.
Uh-Oh under my spell now.
let go, is taking you down.
Just when you figure me out
My love will disapear..

[Ma-Magic]

Just keep it to your self, cause if you tell.
They'll take me away.
I only come to life, when your at rest.
I'm gone when you wake.
Come to my hiding place, boy let's get naked.
I'm in control.
You could have been my matrix, ?storminatrix?
Baby, let's go.

And instinctively you come back to me,
cause your an addict and you'll have it.
You don't want to be free.

My heart makes you so weak, it traps you this ?life?

If you, If you make it.
Baby, i'll grant your wishes
Don't you take me for granted.
Cause my love will disapear like magic.
Uh-Oh under my spell now.
that girl is taking you down.
Just when you figure me out
My love will disapear..

[Ma-Magic]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[Ma-Magic]

You can't tell my secrets babe,
it's just the code on my magic.
Got you enchanted babe,
all messed up from my magic.

If you, If you want me. [Baby]
If you, If you want me. [Baby]
If you, If you want me. [If you]
If you, If you want me.

If you make it, i'll grant your wishes
Don't you take me for granted.
Cause my love will disapear like magic.
under my spell now. it's taking you down.
Just when you figure me out.
My love will disapear

Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[Just like magic]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[Just like magic]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[cause my love will disapear like magic]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[under my spell]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC
[It's taking you down]
Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC

Just like M-M-M-M-MAGIC [Ma-Magic]




BERDEBAR..

berdebar gile nih..
sok ujian bhg 1..
ujian komputer lar tuk lesen..
HAHAHHAAH..
bru nk amik ujian komputer dh bedebar kn
lom pgang stering lg..
adoi..

500 soklan dh abis wat..
cnfrm mlm ni sy tido bermimpikn
suma sign2 yg de kt jln..
OMG!!
nightmare ler...

WISH ME LUCK..

^_^

Monday, 23 May 2011

BUKU LATIHAN UJIAN UNDANG2..

omak aih..
sy bru jew dpt bku ltihan ujian undang2..
gile bnyk..
500 soklan...
adoi...
ari rbu nk amik test lak tuh..
sok dh selasa..
HAHAHAAH..
cam x sempat abis jew...

cuak lar plak..
lebh cuak dr nk amik exam final..
adeh...
tp xpe...
sy yakin dgn dr sy..
sy taw sy bole!!
HAHAHAHA
mst nk lulus jgk
sbb...
SY DH 24 MEY..
BLE LG MAO DRV KETE SNDR...

^_^

POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE

some people will think positive 
and
some will think negative..
but im fine with both..
sbb mnusia de pndgn msing2..
but what im doing just for 1 reason..
tuk sedarkn dia pe yg dia dh wat..
but if dia x sedar jgk,
meaning other people should realize who is he..
itu jew niat sy..

stiap perbuatan kte mula dgn niat rite..
dan itu niat sy..
pe yg sy wat..
bkn niat nk malukan dia..
tp 
sy wat tuk dia sedar kesilapan dia...
sy amik berat ttg dia..
sy xnk dia pg lbh jauh..
sy xnk dia myesal di kemudian hr...

sbb pe sy wat suma tu?
sbb sy msih lg amik berat psl dia..
kte sesama mnusia kn..
x slh kalu kte amik berat..
lg2 kalu org tu penah kte syg..
tipu lar kalu sy ckp sy bole lepas tgn camtu jew
ble dpt taw org yg kte syg wat mcm tu...
xkn sy nk dia wat silap lg kn??
xkn nk tgk dia terjebak lbh jauh..
sy x sggp tgk dia rosak...
sy x sggup tgk dia tsungkur 1 hr nnt..

mnusia bole brubah.
itu yg pasti..
tp ble, itu yg mnjd tnda tnya..
cuma sy hrp dia sedar dgn lebh awl..
tp kalu dia x sedar jgk,
sy x mampu wat ape2..
sy wat hnya yg termampu..
selebihnya terletak pada dia..
cuma sy hrap,
anda same2 sy mendoakn agar dia brubah..

msih belom terlmbt tuk berubah..
sy rs x mati kalu kte brubah jd yg lbh baek..
x jtuh ego pon kalu kte buang suma tabiat bruk kte tu..
ble kte brubah,
org lbh myanjungi kite
dan kte lbh di pndg mulia
even kite penah wat silap..
sbb org yg sedar n mngaku kesilapan dia lbh baek dr
org yg x penah ngaku n sedar...
tol x??

sy hrp dia sedar..
lom terlambat tuk dia mntk maaf pd suma gurl2 yg penah dia kecewakn..
sy percaya, suma gurl2 tu pon menanti perkataan maaf dr dia..
even dgn maaf x bole btolkn blk pe yg jd,
at least org x benci kte n x dendam dgn kte..
at least kte de rs berslh n mntk maaf..
itu yg pasti..
utk mereka maafkn ke x, itu terpulang pd anda suma..

brubah lar..
bkn tuk sy..
bkn tuk org laen..
tuk dr sndr..
pkr psl fmly..
pkr psl ms depan..
syg lar dr sndr..
jgn musnah kn dr n ms dpan yg sptotnya jauh lbh baik kte bole dpt..
pkr lar stiap perkataan yg lhir dr ht sy nie..

and for those gurls, 
sy mintak maaf bg pihak dia..
sy thu, x bnyk tp skt mst de rs myesal dlm dr dia..
kte mnusia biase kn...
x lari dr wat kesilapan..
even sebesar mne pon silap dia...
kte ttp mnusia..
dan wajib tuk memaafkn dia..
sy hrp lepas ni xde lg berita yg bruk sy dgr dr anda suma..
sbb sy x larat nk tgung suma nyer.. 
ckup sekadar yg ada..
sy mnusia lemah..
sy x kuat..

(sy mintak maaf if de kaum2 or kerabat yg terasa dgn entry sebelom ni.. niat sy hnya 1.. sy tahu sy mnusia xde hak tuk balas segala nya tp kte kena usaha tuk perbetolkn segalanya.. sy dh wat mne yg mampu.. selebihnya, terletak kt tgn dia.. cuma 1 hrapan sy.. BERUBAH LAR.. bkn dia jew.. tp suma laki kt luar sne.. pe yg dh berlaku, same2 kte jdkn pngajaran.. sy nk mntk maaf jgk if terkasar bhsa... sbb sy jg mnusia biase..)







Sunday, 22 May 2011

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

(HEHEHEHE..act td tgk wall post si adik manis Nuo Ainee. so mcm best lak.. thats why post kt blog ni..)